I MISS HER!!

I MISS my sister!! She was who made me HAPPY and now that shes gone! I feel so CRUsh inside living in darkness!! I miss her so MUCHIE MUCH!! I Wiish that i can see her again! I wanna hear her laugh again, her smile, her chuckle, her voice her everything that I MISSED so much!! I wish i could turn back TIME and spend time with her!! I feel bad!! I didn't really spend time with her because school had started and I had to stay after tutorials! I wanna CRY, wanna change spot with her so she didn't have to go through so much PAIN!!! I LOVE her!! I just want her to know that I really miss and want to see her so much again!! If only i can, i would hold her and never let her go!! I miss her!! Why did it have to happen? Why can't it be me instead!! Sometime LIFE is just not FAIR!!

DOWN.

I guess today im feeling DOWN=( idk why!?! but no its not the weather. I tried to start off my day with a CHEERful =D but im just not happy! I guess i just wanna go out and be somewhere for a bit! I stay home too much! Just wanna go and get some fresh AIR and BE HAPPY! Sometime i just wanna scream so loud and cry for the moment so that my stresses and worries are gone!! but NO im not gonna turn into an EMO person!! SaiBuDai!! LOL.

Soccer Tournament.

I cant wait till SUMmer!! I wanna go to the Soccer Tournament! I know that its l3L4zing H0t but I love to just go out there and feel cheerful to just see a SUNNY BRIGHT DAY!! Oh yeah, and cheering for the WARRIORs football team!! Go WARRIORs !!! LOL.. The best part is eating MANGOs and PAPAYAs!! They are the best!! Plus, the TRI-COLORs!! They are just what i need to chill off in the sun!! and... to just spend the day with my Yeng0. Hes like so busyy!! We barely spend time with each other.

My first day of Spring Break.

Okay, so today was my first day of spring break. I didn't really do anything. Just stay home and watch television. Kinda boring. But the good thing is that i got to sleep in until 11:16 am. I was kinda TIRED, too. Also, im glad that FINALS are over!! cant believe it i have math homeWORK over spring break!! GOSH!! im gonna do it so i dont have to worried about it!! and have more time on my spring break!!

The Weather

Man, the weather has been so LAZY and cold for the past few days! Gosh, its April and its still snowing! Why can't it be warm! I feel so lazy and sleepy with the weather!! I've been so sleepy in the Step-Up Trainings!! My eyes were just closing and yawning alot!! <SIGH> Can't wait till Spring comes out!! Wanna go outdoor and do something FUN!! Like biking or swimming! I love swimming! I still have on my wrist band ticket for swimming!!

Me

Final Exam Day 1

Today was the first day of final exam. It went okay. But i did really horrible on my Math Final though. Got a 4 out of 11 points. Japanese final was fine. We did an oral speech for final and i stutter on my first one. But luckily enough, I had another chance to do my oral speech. It was so much better than my first one. Chemistry final was okay. It's just that i didn't know how to balance the chemical equation. But my table mate helped me out. Just one more day of final exam than my Spring Break kicks in. Can't wait!! Oh yeah, it was APRIL FOOL'S DAY!! I didn't really fool anyone that much. Just two so far! Got fool only once by my Geometry teacher! He fool that we had a test take home and it was due the week we came back! LOL.